Shock…and Curls Gone Wild

The plastic surgery appointment gave me yet another surprise. In short, he would like to do the surgery in June, not March. I could have it earlier, but he feels that 3 more months for the transplanted blood vessels to grow stronger is a good idea. Hey, I’m all for good ideas when it comes to surgery. So I’m happy to wait.

However that also means that, suddenly, Del and I technically have nothing holding us here except…well…being ready to go. I literally spent the next hour in shock. I was feeling kind of funny after that news and Del could tell but I wasn’t ablet to articulate it. We stopped off to get some lunch and I ordered a beautiful sandwich on a baguette (Wannhh, I’m going to miss all those little things!) and we sat upstairs by the window in the rare February sun. I took huge bites and fat tears began to slip from my eyes. Not for long. Maybe 30 seconds, and then I was done (for the moment). I don’t want Del to feel like he’s making me do anything I don’t want to. I’m choosing to go. But it doesn’t mean it’s going to be easy for me. I wanted to move to Europe for so long and even though there are good opportunities waiting for us in the US (and my family, and buying a home, etc) it’s really hard to give up something you worked really hard for. Even if it’s time. I’m going to miss being a foreigner. I’m going to miss…oh heck. Just lots of things. But it’ll be fine.

Anyhow, so how the schedule’s going to work now I’m not sure. I am not ready to go before April. I’m just not. Del will go before me and get started organizing things, though we haven’t decided when. Again, I’ll let you know.
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On another (more fun) note, you guys haven’t seen the hair in a while. Mostly it’s an awkward mop right now, and I’m going to take the opportunity to prove it once and for all. No one believes me how wild it is. The curls have gone mad and there’s no length to weight them down yet. Everyone just says to me, “but curly hair is beautiful”. Ok, it is beautiful, but it’s a huge headache on my length hair! Perhaps now you’ll believe me. Below: a montage to show you my hair in all its crazy glory!

Just demonstrating how long it is at this point (One year past when I first had a passable head of new growth.)hair 1

And….the same idea in an upwards view….

hair 2

And now…[drumroll]…what it looks like naturally, when I wake up in the morning!

hair 4

Have you ever seen a more rebellious head of hair? Aack! Now. Yes, I’m grateful to have hair at all. But seriously. You try and tell me – with a straight face – that my “hair life” is not Curls Gone Wild!

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6 responses to “Shock…and Curls Gone Wild

  1. I’m so sorry that you are feeling sad about leaving. It’s ok to grieve. Give yourself permission.

    I love your hair. It may not be what you are used to but it is beautiful. Celebrate it for what it is and don’t try to make it something it isn’t.

    Peace.

  2. Love the locks. I too had curls for a while. Now they are gone. 😦

    I’m sorry you’re not happy about the move. Won’t you still be able to visit????

  3. That’s hysterical! And looks pretty familiar! Gel is our friend. Gel! In my experience, trying to straighten it only angers it…….

  4. Oh! And I am super super excited about a reunion on this side of the pond. And yeah! Philly and DC are not very far! And now is an awesome time to be buying a home! Lots of fun times on this side, I promise. Plus, I will be able to school you on finding french cheeses and baguettes state-side! Promise!

  5. Doesn’t it suck not to be able to be there and here at the same time? Or at least commute quickly? I must also admit that My Dearest would be terribly jealous of your adventures to this point, though of course not all of them! One of my life goals is to send her (and me if possible) to Europe someday. Not sending her already is one of my greatest regrets….

    Your hair is lovely. Like imstell said, it prolly won’t be like that forever. Have fun with it, be outrageous with it, while you can. Personally, I’d love it, but my phlegmatic brother got those locks instead.

  6. Thaks for the cheerful words yall. Yes, I will still be visting all the time for work, so I’m probably just being a whiner. I’m sure it’ll be just fine once the move is complete. Joel – see my Feb 13 post for the new hair photo. I’ll put it in the margin photos as well right now.

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